An 80's Moment

I have been having such an 80's moment. Don't ask me why I really don't know. It has been all about Debarge for the past three days. I have been listening to the song "Love me in a special way" I am totally in love with that song and with El, James and Chico Debarge. Wow that song with some of my mom's peach cobbler and the right person would make for one hell of a night.

I think this whole 80's thing has got me falling in love with Debarge all over again. I saw the documentary Unsung on TV One and my heart totally breaks for them and what they endured growing up. This song has on some level made me miss my FRIEND but hey I'll get past it. I will use this song to just reflect on the good memories we share and press on. I am going to try and add this song on to the blog so hopefully it will work. I love the entire song but the following are my favorite verses from the song. Hope you enjoy this Debarge song as much as I do and think about that special someone as you listen to "love me in a special way" Besos! xoxo

"You knew you had me with your sensuous charm yet you looked so
alarmed as I walked on by an awesome wonder you had to know why I did not
respond to carry on Chorus:Love me in a special way what more can I say? Love me
now (Repeat) love me now' cause I'm special not the average kind who'll accept any line That sounds good"

Rebel Princess

50 feet...A New Day and A New Me!

I haven't blogged for a while. I decided to take time out for me. Although I had an AWESOME time in Atlantic City with my special friend. I have decided to give him 50 feet. Don't get me wrong I still very much love him and miss talking as much as we did. But I thought it best to remove myself from the situation, He had things in his life he needed to address and deal with, without me complicating the situation. Situations and circumstances doesn't allow us to be together like we once were nine years ago, but one thing I believe we will always have is an unbreakable friendship. What people need to realize outside of us being lovers-BF/GF at one time, more importantly we were friends. Although physically we are apart, I truly believe emotionally and mentally we will be forever connected.

On a Good note since I have given him 50 feet I have gone back to college. I am a full time student with a 4.0 GPA praise God. I made the dean's list last semester and hoping to make the list this semester. I am studying to become a OTA/L(Licensed Occupational Therapist Assistant)I hope within the next 4 years to have My Master's Degree in Occupational Therapy. It feels so great to have a place to come to and get my thoughts and feelings out and the great thing is..its totally free. I'm am sooo excited about 2009. Hey the way I see it New year, New me. I'll keep you posted on my progress in school and my relationship with my friend. Please keep me in your prayers. WoW what time and 50 feet will get you. Thanks! Besos xoxo