Mr President

I have a secret I've been hiding, you want to know what it is?......I have a little crush on President Barack Obama. Nothing sexual, so get your minds out the gutter lol. Now don't get me wrong President Obama is ABSOLUTELY gorgeous! but what I'm attracted to with our new president is that he is soooo freaking Smart, in fact he's so smart that he makes his predecessor and former running mate look dumb(for lack of a better word). He is charismatic. a great orator and he is such an out of the box thinker. I LOVE IT! I told you guys I love a smart and intelligent man.....that to me is sexy. This is the first time I have gotten into the political process and also the first time I feel safe in my country of birth. I think I have brought every news paper clipping and magazine, in an effort to capture this historic event. I have two son's that will grow up and I want them to have this piece of history, that they can pass down to their children. I want them to also know that the only limitations are those we place on our selves.

I hate the fact that people have judged him and spoke unpatriotically against him before he has even taken office. It's not that people aren't ready for change, it's I believe that they are afraid of change. But my friends change is GOOD. If your not able to get past his brown skin, maybe the fact that he proceeded out of the womb of his white mother should bring you a little comfort. Just give him a chance let's lift up the arms of our newly elected leader because "United we stand...Divided we fall"....The sky is truly the limit.







Besos xoxo

Sexii Mami

M.I.L.F

What is a MILF? you ask well my definition of a MILF is mother is lookin fine . Below are a couple other definitions of milf that I found online.

Mother I'd Like (to) F*&k" 1.) A very desirable young looking atractive mother that is appealing to the opposite sex. 2.) Attractive, pleasing or valuable worth wanting **warning** MILFS look as if they do not have a child which may confuse most males.

Urban Dictionary has a simular definition: mothers, whether married, separated or divorced, that a male individual sees as physically attractive enough to want to have sexual intercourse with them. Just because their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. A MILF is any mother that is sexually desirable"

the definition from urbandictionary.com was edited due to language conent.I like my definition better. I think I look great after having 3 children relatively back to back hence the name sexii mami. Just because you have children doesn't mean you have to give up on being sexy. Sexy isn't only physical, I find smart and intelligent men sexy, because they are able to stimulate me mentally and for me that's important. Well here's one sexy intelligent milf signing off.

besos xoxo

Sexii Mami

Happy New Year!......Vacation Over

Well I've been on a two week winter break and I did ABSOLUTELY Nada! I was able to catch up on months of sleep lol. Classes start back on Monday and I am ready to get back into the swing of things. I have a math class ugh! but no worries, if I can pass Advance biology with a perfect score (A+) I can tackle math. I am soo excited to go back to school, only 3 more classes until I finish my General Ed classes. In May I start my core classes and clinicals. I have to get my daughter into school, because come May I will be going to school during the day full time. I am sooo super excited about my future, it is really starting to look bright.

I love the career path I am taking, it pays great, recession free and I can travel if I choose. The benefits are endless. The greatest benefit of all I can help my son that has autism. Being a single(milf) mother of three can be a bit daunting at times, but going back to college was the best thing I did for myself and my children. I know we will be OK, the future is ours to have and the sky is the F*&king limit. Never again will I settle or accept less then I deserve. I am FINALLY free! free to live, free to dream, free to make plans and set goals because FINALLY I have have a future and a hope... Besos xoxo

Happy New Years! 2009

Sexii Mami

An 80's Moment

I have been having such an 80's moment. Don't ask me why I really don't know. It has been all about Debarge for the past three days. I have been listening to the song "Love me in a special way" I am totally in love with that song and with El, James and Chico Debarge. Wow that song with some of my mom's peach cobbler and the right person would make for one hell of a night.

I think this whole 80's thing has got me falling in love with Debarge all over again. I saw the documentary Unsung on TV One and my heart totally breaks for them and what they endured growing up. This song has on some level made me miss my FRIEND but hey I'll get past it. I will use this song to just reflect on the good memories we share and press on. I am going to try and add this song on to the blog so hopefully it will work. I love the entire song but the following are my favorite verses from the song. Hope you enjoy this Debarge song as much as I do and think about that special someone as you listen to "love me in a special way" Besos! xoxo

"You knew you had me with your sensuous charm yet you looked so
alarmed as I walked on by an awesome wonder you had to know why I did not
respond to carry on Chorus:Love me in a special way what more can I say? Love me
now (Repeat) love me now' cause I'm special not the average kind who'll accept any line That sounds good"

Rebel Princess

50 feet...A New Day and A New Me!

I haven't blogged for a while. I decided to take time out for me. Although I had an AWESOME time in Atlantic City with my special friend. I have decided to give him 50 feet. Don't get me wrong I still very much love him and miss talking as much as we did. But I thought it best to remove myself from the situation, He had things in his life he needed to address and deal with, without me complicating the situation. Situations and circumstances doesn't allow us to be together like we once were nine years ago, but one thing I believe we will always have is an unbreakable friendship. What people need to realize outside of us being lovers-BF/GF at one time, more importantly we were friends. Although physically we are apart, I truly believe emotionally and mentally we will be forever connected.

On a Good note since I have given him 50 feet I have gone back to college. I am a full time student with a 4.0 GPA praise God. I made the dean's list last semester and hoping to make the list this semester. I am studying to become a OTA/L(Licensed Occupational Therapist Assistant)I hope within the next 4 years to have My Master's Degree in Occupational Therapy. It feels so great to have a place to come to and get my thoughts and feelings out and the great thing is..its totally free. I'm am sooo excited about 2009. Hey the way I see it New year, New me. I'll keep you posted on my progress in school and my relationship with my friend. Please keep me in your prayers. WoW what time and 50 feet will get you. Thanks! Besos xoxo

Total Bliss....

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bliss (blĭs) Pronunciation Key n.
Extreme happiness; ecstasy.





That is how I would describe the Last two days. I had the pleasure of spending an AWESOME get away with someone I am totally head over hills for. I have often imagined how It would feel to be in their arms again, after nine long years. The days and months leading up to our reunion I was a bucket of nerves, I did'nt know what to expect since so much time had pass. The day finally arrived I would see the man whom I never stopped loving to hopefully create new memories. The moment I laid eyes on him he looked just as I remembered Tall Dark and Handsome. As We headed to were we would spend the next few days, all that kept running through my mind were very naughty things. After we got settled in we stood facing each other and an old song "Four Seasons of Loneliness"Boys II Men was playing and he took me in his arms and gave me a hug that went the length of the song. As we embraced I melted in his arms like butter. His scent was intoxicating. In that moment I felt safe and loved all in one.



That first peak: I got to see his body for the first time in nine years and let me tell you BEAUTIFUL, I totally became aroused and wanted him sooo bad in that moment but the timing had to be perfect. So for now I just waited and enjoyed the view. So we spent the next few hours secretly wanting to devour the other, but waiting for that perfect moment.



The Moment Arrived(A Night Of Pure Ecstacy): As we laid next to each other watching TV he turned to me and kissed me. That was the moment the dam of every emotion and feeling we had one for the other was released. In that moment I wanted and needed him like one needs water. That night our souls and bodies truely became one. I feel even more closer and connected to him now then ever before. He truely knows ME and how to please me without my having to say anything. He and I are a perfect fit Literally. In that moment I had no thought or care of what was going on out side of 633 all that was important was what was going on inside.



I could go on and on but some of what happened that night and the nights that followed are my private memories that I pull out when ever my daily reality becomes too stressful. That is a moment in time I will remember forever and a love I won't soon forget. Here is to creating more memories........Here I will remain in my permant state of Bliss