Sunday, February 3, 2008

Total Bliss....

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bliss
(blĭs) Pronunciation Key n.
Extreme happiness; ecstasy.





That is how I would describe the Last two days. I had the pleasure of spending an AWESOME get away with someone I am totally head over hills for. I have often imagined how It would feel to be in their arms again, after nine long years. The days and months leading up to our reunion I was a bucket of nerves, I did'nt know what to expect since so much time had pass. The day finally arrived I would see the man whom I never stopped loving to hopefully create new memories. The moment I laid eyes on him he looked just as I remembered Tall Dark and Handsome. As We headed to were we would spend the next few days, all that kept running through my mind were very naughty things. After we got settled in we stood facing each other and an old song "Four Seasons of Loneliness"Boys II Men was playing and he took me in his arms and gave me a hug that went the length of the song. As we embraced I melted in his arms like butter. His scent was intoxicating. In that moment I felt safe and loved all in one.



That first peak: I got to see his body for the first time in nine years and let me tell you BEAUTIFUL, I totally became aroused and wanted him sooo bad in that moment but the timing had to be perfect. So for now I just waited and enjoyed the view. So we spent the next few hours secretly wanting to devour the other, but waiting for that perfect moment.



The Moment Arrived(A Night Of Pure Ecstacy): As we laid next to each other watching TV he turned to me and kissed me. That was the moment the dam of every emotion and feeling we had one for the other was released. In that moment I wanted and needed him like one needs water. That night our souls and bodies truely became one. I feel even more closer and connected to him now then ever before. He truely knows ME and how to please me without my having to say anything. He and I are a perfect fit Literally. In that moment I had no thought or care of what was going on out side of 633 all that was important was what was going on inside.



I could go on and on but some of what happened that night and the nights that followed are my private memories that I pull out when ever my daily reality becomes too stressful. That is a moment in time I will remember forever and a love I won't soon forget. Here is to creating more memories........Here I will remain in my permant state of Bliss